HIT THAT BULLSEYE. ♥

Monday, April 30, 2007

10:46 PM

wahaha!
and yet another meme.
stolen from yt's lj again. :D

1. Open your library. (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the title of the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...just type it in!

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

Opening Credits: Boyfriend - Ashlee Simpson (eh wtf is this supposed to mean? i'm going to be ratting on another girl to her boyfriend? o_o")

Waking up: Wherever You Will Go - Camino Palmero (er. i dont get this either.)

First day at school: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls (yeah. i just want you to know who i am. xP)

Falling in love: Back at One - Brian McKnight (wow. so love for me is a repeated cycle?)

Losing virginity: My Humps - Black Eyed Peas (ZOMFG >.> I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABT THIS)

Fight song : Welcome to the Black Parade - MCR (cool :D i'm like gonna introduce my enemy to the black parade)

Breaking up: My Heart will Go On - Celine Dion (great aint it? i've got such strong resilience)

Prom: Linger - The Cranberries (o_o i dont get it)

Life: Pretty Boy - M2M (dont get it either)

Mental breakdown: Holiday - Green Day (YEAH :D I SO NEED A HOLIDAY.)

Driving: Hollaback Girl - MC Ya ( great huh? )

Flashback: It's Like That - Mariah Carey (woots. all i get for an answer for what happens in my life is that It's Like That)

Getting back together: You're Beautiful - James Blunt (KYAH! JAMES BLUNT :D)

Wedding: Everytime We Touch - Cascada (O_O" NEVERMIND)

Birth of child: Lose My Breath - Destiny's Child (O_O" NEVERMIND x 2)

Final battle: Don't Phunk with my Heart - Black Eyed Peas ( Are we talking about the same battle here?)

Death scene: Inori - HxH,i forgot the singer :x ( well the organ would sound cool)

Funeral song: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day (wow.)

End credits: Friends Forever - Vitamin C (great aint it.)

in conclusion, i have a very very funny soundtrack of my life.
and this shows that my own playlists are like screwed o_o
they have like no connection to each other.
o__________o"

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

10:31 PM

this one was stolen frm yt's lj. :D

Guyish:
[ ] You like being sweaty
[x] You love jeans
[x] Dogs are better than cats (fully agree.)
[x] It's funny when people get hurt (cool aint it. sadistic ppl.)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[x] You own an Xbox/PS/GB (yes yes GB :D)
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter (woots! i wanted to be a firefighter in nursery LOL)
[ ] You own a PSP
[ ] You used to be obsessed with PowerRangers
[ ] You watch sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are awesome
[ ] You only go to your dad for advice
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps
[ ] You like going to football games
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards
[x] Baggy/Cargo pants are okay
[ ] If you want to control an element, it would be fire
[ ] You don't babysit
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] Green, black, red, blue or silver are your favourite colour(s)
[x] You don't care about your hair sometimes
[x] You sometimes go crazy
[ ] You love and I mean LOVE contact sports like basketball

Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 5
TOTAL >>> 10 x 5 = 50%

Girly:
[x] You wear lip gloss/lip balm
[ ] You love to shop all the time
[ ] You wear eyeliner sometimes
[x] You buy different coloured shirts.
[x] You have many of the same shirts in different colours
[ ] You like shopping
[ ] Wear the colour pink
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing the color black
[ ] You like hanging at the mall
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] You like wearing jewelery
[ ] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[ ] You take a long time doing your hair
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] You hate the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance
[ ] It takes you around 30-35 minutes to take a bath/shower, get dressed and fix your hair/put on accessories or beauty products like lip balm or lip gloss, etc
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should
[ ] You have more then 10 pairs of shoes

Add them up and multiply by 5.
TOTAL >>> 5 x 5 = 25%

Guyish : 50%
Girly : 25%

weird results.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

10:10 PM

bahaha. call me crazy. call me addicted.
but i'm just hooked on these stuff.

behold, a MEME. :D
(stolen frm marie,originally stolen frm yt)
(nvm abt the LJ bit xP)

So, say you were meeting a new person--blind date, new friend, who knows. And you wanted them to have some idea of what kind of person you are, and who you are. But you can't actually tell them in so many words. Instead, you have to give them a box, with a dozen things in it for them to look at/read/listen to/taste/whatever.

What would you put in the box? And a copy of your journal or a link to your LJ would be the same thing as just telling them directly, yourself, so that's not allowed.

1. i'd put in a neoprint. (:
2. i'd put in a drawing of kirreli. <3
3. i'd put in a copy of VK!
4. i'd put in the MCR - the black parade album.
5. i'd put in the brownies that i used to make. :D
6. i'd put in my np badge.
7. i'd put in a picture of me and hl at the park. (:
8. i'd put in the autograph book that i had in pri sch.
9. i'd put in the pictures of 6L and 5K.
10. i'd put in a packet of milo x;
11. i'd put in some (CHEEM) poems.
12. i'd put in some chocolate <3

That's amazing!
Next one:
Part 1 - Describe your type of guy
oh. that's easy lmao.

Looks (face & body):
not exactly the super shuai ge kind. but at least, cute. (:
body can be buff x; (that'd be thoroughly appreciated :D)

Intelligence:
hopefully, have wits. i dont want no dumb jocks. xP
maybe even have the same course of education. (:

Personality:
sensitivity.be able to sense when they're wanted and when they aren't.
little things do matter. xP
be funny! dont take things so seriously. crack jokes!

Other:
take the time to care and understand. (:

Part 2 - Post five pictures of your ideal man (looks-wise):
LMAO. i dont want to post the pic up. x;
u i e s r i j r is a good eg though. :D

Part 3 - Describe scenarios for these words:
First kiss: in a dark, quiet place. with candles as lighting. and silence above all. isolated from reality and absorbed in surreal beauty.

First date: anywhere. i'd prefer a proper restaurant but what the heck, i can make do with a movie and popcorn. even at the shopping mall. where the guy pays. x;

Doing something non-sexual: er. watching the sunset?

Doing something sexual: ...... i'd prefer not to delve into this question.

Flirting: and neither this.

:D
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

9:54 PM

stole this frm janice's blog! :D

Three things that scare me
1. heights.
2. bugs.
3. a world without (COMPUTER) games. o_o"

Three people who make me laugh
1. xian
2. pearllyn (well,i just start laughing non-stop when i'm arnd her)
3. rig (ni hen guai wors! ;x)

Three Things I hate
1. NIKYSAN.
2. backstabbers! rawr! >:/
3. bimbos! >:/

Three things I don't understand
1. the solubility table. (oh damn i'm gonna die for chem)
2. logarithmic functions. (how're we supposed to apply that in rl?)
3. the perfection of the slice

Three things on my desk
1. MILO! <3
2. TABLET PC!! <33
3. notebooks.

Three things I'm doing right now
1. breathing.
2. thinking.
3. reminiscing.

Three things I want to do before I die
1. get a master's degree in engineering.
2. get a well paying job as a chem engineer.
3. experience. love

Three things I can do
1. AUDI! (of course :D)
2. SPLITS! <3
3. RUN! <3

Three ways to describe my personality
1. bipolar.
2. random.
3. super twittish when pissed.

Three things I can't do
1. MAPLE D:
2. be strong for myself.
3. kill nikysan ( well i'd be charged for murder)

bahaha!
i love doing these xD
need to find more to steal!

stop messing around with my mind
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:34 PM

ahaha.
yesterday was a weird day.
like thanks alot okay?
you know who you are.
bastard.

thanks to them, i feel so much better. (:
i swear.
all of you mean so much to me.
even your lame lines can make me laugh while i'm being serious!

today's classes were kinda lame.
E MATHS
okay,so we didnt want to stay back.
so chiong through the 2006 MYE paper la. :D
ahaha!
it was fun!
and she didnt make it compulsory to stay back.
~~A MATHS~~
ENGLISH
she went through oral.
it was damn funny!
she didnt know whether we'd finished the picture discussion yet.
so it's like: majority wins.
and when she asked: who says we havent done yet?
then no one put up their hands LOL.
and she asked: who says we HAVE done it already?
ONE person put up their hand.
ahaha!
but that one person is t3h savi0ur.
xD
had it nt been for her,
we'd have done picture discussion.
RECESS
nothing special.
saw marie and ayesha crapping arnd.
didnt go talk to them.
when went back to the class,
had a nice surprise.
THANKS JANICE <3
haha!
the oreos are niceee.
anyway, i was like rushing to write a letter.
and to post it.
i ran downstairs before she came.
so that she wouldnt nag.
CHINESE
eh wtf.
i cant believe she asked us to go write it on the board.
and just great.
i had to go write.
.__________.
but it was funny.
nobody out of us 6 actually bei the whole thing.
so the people sitting down were helping us. :D
ahaha!
the last 3 nearest to the right very funny!
ALL exactly the same.
then mine also damn funny!
got mistake she also nvr read properly and just tick it as correct.
funny :D
SS
BIO
haha!
SPA was like badly done.
but still.
haha!
aiya dont know what i'm laughing for o_o

after school,
didnt have amaths or emaths extra lessons cause
1. aiya! i dont want so rush one la!
2. if you all hurry up and do, then dont have extra lessons.
so, went to tiong with TEEVEE and charlotte! :D
ahaha!
we ate at the kopitiam LOL.
didnt want to order a plate of food each.
so 3 ppl share 2 plates.
1 order of carrot cake (black)
1 order of barbecued chicken (jap style)
it was really funny!
teevee was like trying to let the carrot cake piece fall because she said: it's gonna drop!
and i was like: ..............
and then i took a piece
and then while i was holding the piece,
IT FELL.
LOL.
it fell on the table! ._______.

today's a great day. (:

admiration.
is that what you want?
or are you just out to get fame?

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, April 27, 2007

6:54 PM

was going through all the M-Mini's photos.
found this one.
haha!
was sitting on the bus in S.A.
and i love the light effects.
and it's natural! :3

it's called liberation.
you know,
when you tell the truth.
it sets you free
who knows?
if you keep it to yourself,
you could amplify the problem, the deed, etc.
so,
i'd like to say:
LIBERATE THE OBSTINATE. :D

HERE IN YOUR ARMS BY HELLOGOOBYE! (:

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.

i fell in love,in love with you,suddenly,
now there's no place else, i could be, but,here in your arms.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, April 26, 2007

8:30 PM

why does she have to keep thinking of herself in the worst position?
arent there more people in even worse positions than her?
you want sympathy.
yet,what i feel for you is anger and irritation.

i've been listening to other people's problems these days.
some people are just petty! :/
some people are just sensitive! :o
i think i can make a good counsellor! :D
how i wish i could be one.
bah. who am i kidding.
i'm too emo to be a counsellor.

it's so complicated.
i want to cry.
i want to laugh.
i can feel my heart thumping.
i can feel my heart stop.
why am i entwined in this intricate complexity?

i can better understand them now.
isnt it wonderful?
how friendships are built up by many wierd ways?
haha.
i remember how me and tab were like fighting over everything.
and we can even become the best of friends!
miracles happen everyday.
and some people have all the luck.
i'm glad to know i have the luck (:

always there to lend a listening ear,
always understanding and caring.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, April 22, 2007

3:14 PM

GAH NPDP IS OVER. :/

I ALREADY MISS SO MANY PEOPLE! D:
the reception was so fun!
we were running all over to take pictures.
1. HUGGED AMY MA'AM! :D
2. TOUCHED RASIDA MA'AM! :DD
3. TOOK PICTURE WITH RUJIE SIR! :DDD
YES! HE'S SO POPULAR!
ZOMFG! *faints*
HE SHOOK WINGHAY'S AND MY HAND! O_O!
well actually he just shook everybody's hand in the first row.
MUSHROOM! HAHA! HE NVR SHAKE YOUR HAND :x
LOL!
HAZZIE MUST SEND US ALL THE PICTURES.

GOH 1 and 2 SHINED. (:
good job,everyone!
our efforts did not go down the drain thanks to the rain.
it stopped in time!
haha.

thank you,ma'ams and sirs.
thank you for putting up with us.
thank you for teaching us.

they put in so much effort to train us.
you can hear the strain in their voices to command.
they command until so er xin.
like their voice is going to erm, i dont know, go all squeaky?
especially _____'s.
and as much as i want to see him again,
i cant.
i wish that he'd transfer to our school.
thank goodness LI JUN didnt pull my skirt up!
hahaha!
MISS YOU ALL. D:
what i really feel is pain and sadness.
yeah,maybe i was all happy yesterday.
but today,it's like,everything's over.
but we must treat this as a beginning.
a beginning for everything.

the memories are too painful but
when it's all over and we start looking back
everything just comes as a rush to us.
;melissa.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, April 19, 2007

7:22 PM

THANK YOU FOR TAKING 132 BACK WITH ME MUNTENG. <3

I HAD SUCH A GREAT LAUGH TODAY THANKS TO NAD!
I AM SO SORRY I WASTED SO MANY OF YOUR SMSES :x
paiseh paiseh!

haha,so you're worried about me eh?
BIG JOKE.
i'm more worried for you
you didnt mean anything that you said at all.
i wager you're a desperate manwhore.
and you so arent a gentleman!
stop decieving yourself.
and most of all,
stop decieving her.
who're you lying to?
yourself?
DAR! DAR! DAR!
OMG IT IS SO IRRITATING
oh wait,i meant it's PITIFUL.
i dont buy a word you're saying.
you're lucky you;'ve got her.
treasure her because you wont get so lucky in life ever again.
whatever you think,
i think the opposite.
you give your approval,
i give my disapproval.
you think it's deserving,
i think it's just luck.
you think it's love,
i think it's just infatuation.
you feel the green eyed monster manifesting,
i feel laughter and mockery taking over.
you're such an adoxographical jerk.
bottom line is: dont worry about me, i aint a desperate little jerk like YOU.
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

6:55 PM

OH MY GOD!
SATURDAY IS THE REAL NPDP!
._______________________.
AHHH!
I NEED TO GO WRITE A LETTER TO MUSHROOM! :/
AND I NEED TO WRITE A LETTER TO JANICE TOO!
OMG!
i am such a slow letter-replyer.
why are we blamed for something that we havent done?
is it even considered fair?
the person who even did it wasnt even blamed at all.
what shit is this?
what kind of damned world is this?
if she was scolded too,
i wouldnt take it so bad.
but why can she get away SCOT FREE?
and why are WE taking the rap for her?
INFURIATING.
it's so many generations of effort gone down the drain.
GOT SANITY?
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

6:13 PM

this post is dedicated to a certain friend that need the morale boost. (:

you're a super great friend. dont ever forget that. i know you were trying to help her, i know that she hurt you by getting mad. whatever she says, you're in the right because you had her interests at heart. and your friends think that you're too harsh ~~sometimes~~ always? dont worry. because everyone needs a jolt of reality to awake their reasoning and senses. you can give her all the advice in the world, but if she doesnt want to accept it, you cant make her. never ever forget that a true friend will remain with you no matter what. since she's so petty, you should let her cool off first. if you think that she's clever enough to reason out what's right, then leave her be. you're so sensitive! and that's a great part about you! i know that you dont want her to get hurt. i know you're thinking for her future, whether she might regret her choice. let her decide. after all,it's her life,not yours.
dont let it impact you so much!
dont ever change! :D
<3 ya just the way you are.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:51 PM

FREECONEDAY! :D

TITRATION IS FUN :D
my results so good.
exactly 0.2 difference!
and then,
nobody knew how to do the calculations!
so we were all anyhow doing it.
and then!
I MANAGED TO DEDUCE THAT THE ACID WAS DIBASIC.
LOL.
and it was right! :D
hahahahahaha.
and sir wasnt my assessor. :D
which is good.
SEE,S1 SUPER GOOD AT TITRATION RIGHT. (:
BETTER THAN WHICH CLASS ARH? xP

I HATE TESTS.
actually no, i hate tests that only test on stuff that we have learnt but not the full chapter.
e.g. GEOG ELECT CLASS TEST.
during the class test,the first qns were relatively easy.
then came the picture one.
WALAO!
could be a valley,could be a meander.
what is it?
OH I KNOW!
a MEANDERING RIVER.
wow!
i know how to draw that!
*draws*
OH WAIT.
I THINK IT'S A VALLEY.
damn!
*erases and draws valley*
BUT THE MEANDER IS MORE PROFOUND!
AH!
*erases and draws meander*
and then.
TIME'S UP!
she says: by the way,if you all have trouble identifying what that figure was, remember that this class test is only until erosional landforms.
DAMN!
WHICH MEANS IT'S A VALLEY.
...........................................................

I <3 AFTER SCHOOL LESSONS WITH NICE NICE TEACHERS.
and i mean teachers that give us sweets/chocolate and allow us to eat it. :D
TEACHERS LIKE ms tean/mrs chia.
hahaha!
got 4 sweets frm her because of chem extra lesson.
THEN,got m&ms frm her because of emaths extra lesson.
HAHA!
somemore,they are super nice because we're staying back after curriculum time.
chem extra lesson was uneventful.
EMATHS WAS SO FUN. (:
people kept laughing everywhere!
and we swindled her off a packet of m&ms by staying back when more than 60% of the class left. (x

last training is tmr.
my god.
i dont want to not have training.
.___________________.

OH YEAH.
ALL 6L04ERS,
BPPS 75TH ANNIVERSARY DINNER. (:
TICKET SALES START ON 25TH APR.
anyone want to go? :D

everything you'd ever want.
;melissa.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, April 15, 2007

6:20 PM

SUNSHINES. (:
i was thinking, since we've already got formal squad tees and such for uniform wear,
WHY DONT WE GET SOMETHING LIKE JERSEYS?
i mean,we've got numbers and all. (:
haha! let's think about it :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

2:50 PM

WHOA.
when i went to the 6L blog,
it was like freaking dead.
that greenridge pri sch tagger is SO RUDE.
WHATEVER LA.
YOU JUST MARRED YOUR SCH'S NAME.
bpps is such a great sch that you couldnt get in and you're freaking jealous.
get out of our tagboard.
scram.
@#$%^&*()!

added sp yesterday.
he was so funny!
lucky he didnt forget me!
or else i'd whack him the next 6L gathering.
asked him whether he was going back to bp this yr.
reply: see whether gt anyone to go with first lor.
so i told him to go with AUDREY. :D
hahaha!
and i talked abit to wenwei too.
coincidental.
he's in np too.
and what's more.
he's in npdp too.
in GOH 1.
.______________________.
walao!
that means i'm like totally blind la.
i always see the hwachong guys at the bus stop while i'm waiting there.
and i nvr see him! :/

doing amaths. :D
polynomials are fun.
WE NEED MORE SQUAD TALKS.
okay that was random.
but seriously.

NPDP COMING UP IN 6 DAYS.
GOH 1 AND 2 WILL SHINE <3

;YOUPUTSUNSHINEINMYLIFE,BABY.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, April 14, 2007

4:16 PM

i got to understand alot of things.
npdp training today.
today's the second last training before the big day.
drat.
i think i'll miss training after it's over.
and i'll miss the trainers too. D:
haha!
jasper sir was super lame today.
when i went to throw the plates and put the tray back, he was like trying to aim his cup into the dustbin.
ended up landing on my tray ._.
he went: *sheepish* oh sorry!
and he picked up the cup and threw it away.
_____________
B-I-M-B-O.
haha!
that's like so befitting for SOME people ah. :D
they crack us up!
hahahaha!
how can they try to get us to leave last! :/
area13area13area13? HAHAHA.
no area 13ers. xD

yesterday:
had another talk.
yeah.
sometimes,the truth just hurts.
and i realised it yesterday.
when she said it, i was thinking that maybe some of that hatred had attributed from it.
i know that i hurt her too.
she's in turmoil i guess.
but so what?
like we arent.
i cant believe i trusted her so much.
i cant believe i held her in such high regard.
i cant believe that she's such a disappointment.
i cant believe that she would do such a thing.
i cant believe i'm acting like this now.
i knew this would happen.
yet,how could i stop it?
i blame myself.
no i don't blame you.
you have your obligations.
i understand.
and i blame myself SOLELY for being such an idiot.
such a fool.
such a sucker.
i just let it all happen.
but dont worry.
i'm not pathetic
i'm not like her.
i'm not an attention seeker.
i'm not a bitch.
in fact,
the worst part is:
i trust someone else more.
does it come as a shock to you?
maybe.
maybe not.

and then got crezawards!
YAY MICHELLE WON. (:
i cant believe SCsquared won though.
bimbos.
with buttless shaking.
pathetic.
.............................................
i mean,seriously.
are the judges blind or what?
UNTITLED ARTIST WAS MUCH BETTER LA PLEASE.
PAUL TWOHILL.
= PAULA?
hahaha!

;help the underdog.
lest it starts whining later.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

10:20 PM

MY GOD.
THIS VID IS LIKE SUPER KAWAII CAN. (:
because it stars the SUNSHINES. <3

WE ARE LOVE. <3

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

3:49 PM

I AM SO SORRY,JANICE. D:
I PROMISE I WILL REPLY YR LETTER BEFORE THIS WK ENDS!!!

today had ss test.
abit crappy.
haha!
i mean,before the test,he gave us 5 minutes to study.
and everyone was like cramming everything in the textbook into their heads!
me and charlotte were like: okayokay we got it! university admission,resettlement - oh shit! i forgot the rest of them!
but then our question shld've been the same as the one that other classes got.
except that 3c2 got a diff question.
.________.
i actually finished writing it.
LOL.
bet i'll fail it again.
forgot to write the link.
-________________-

i realised that ZY gets freaked out by emo-ness! :D
hahahahaa.
and i dont know why i was like super random yesterday.
suddenly remembered my 'constitution'.
L.O.L.L :
LEAGUE OF LEGENDARY LLAMAS.
hahaha!
i conclude that we are crazy.
and i can safely say that i do not like mondays,wednesdays and thursdays.
any day that has her lesson is horrendous.
"aiya see all of you ah, must learn from her. she so attentive. unlike all of you."
"you know what this means? it means VERY angry. and you know when i step into the class,i feel VERY angry."
WALAO. WHAT'S HER PROBLEM CAN.
yeahyeahyeah. so what if we arent model students?

crezawards coming! :D
MICHELLE'S TAKING PART!
AND TEEVEE'S DOING DUTY TOO (:
wouldnt that be fun :D
i must remb that the next time there's a sch event, i must book yi shuen first.
you cannot escape! xP

;whispershello,
imissyouquiteterribly

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

5:35 PM

they're the middlemen?
HAHA.
that's got to be the biggest joke of the year.
they're just a front.
just giving us a fake sense of security.
they're one of us.
just trying to infiltrate.
they're not what they seem.
just giving us answers that they've been automatically programmed to say.

funny eh?

today's time trial was crap.
i mean seriously.
that guy in the passage,yeah he can be a distinguished embryologist or whatever for all i care.
but give animals the appropriate respect can?
women too.
it turns me off.

got to go for the 'get to know you better' session with mrs wong today.
i thought my grp members were charlotte,tv,michelle,rebecca and other random people O_O
how did the groupings get so weird
but it was fun!
i enjoyed it!
when she asked whether we were all familiar with it,
everyone said yes.
i didnt dare say that i didnt go in sec 1/2.

i want to work on a new blogskin (:
subject : SILHOUETTED FREEDOM.

;facades&fronts
illusions&fabrications
that'swhatthisworldisabout

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, April 09, 2007

9:36 PM

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

-Nelson Mandela

he's truly an inspiration
i mean, yeah,it's really true!
come to think of it,we're more afraid of our strengths than weaknesses.
i hope that SUNshines will read this.
and that they will all realise what beautiful people they actually are.
; dont think that you're small and you cant do anything, because if you try, you can achieve.
<3333

we're going to be ready.
yeah we are!
i have faith in you all!
LET'S STEP UP TO IT NOW AND SHOW THEM THAT WE'RE CAPABLE.

~~I'M TWO BUCKS RICHER THANKS TO CREZAWARDS (:~~

starofmalevolence -; ElioteD'Malevolante.
i am captivated.
obsessed.

!!!!!!!!!! : MALEVOLENT.GENOCIDE@GMAIL.COM
catch my drift? :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, April 08, 2007

9:17 PM

well,i guess the emo-ness is kinda over.
i mean, i just throw everything out here.
but in front of them i'm trying to make the mood lighter and happier.

i guess this yr is a much better yr for me.
stopped failing maths.
that shld show HIM. :D
getting better marks for english!
NPDP (:
NO.1 UNIFORM. <3
see.
told ya it was a better yr.
the only thing that i REALLY REALLY miss are my great group of friends.
3s1. yeah.
of course i can make new friends.
but really.
i miss them alot alot!
people like: KELLY//MARIE//TAB//CHANTIK//NEHA.
oh man.
we havent even planned to go out yet.
even if we went out,tab would never agree to take a neo
haha!
how do you find amy ma'am?
SQUAT DOWN (:
so mean!
haha!
but it made us laugh.
bye BIMBOS!!!(!!!???)
that's what you get when SOME people are being bimbotic in the toilet.
i shld start thanking everybody in my life for what they've done for me.
because this is what they've made me. (:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

8:22 PM

yesterday was a disappointment.
or rather,SHE was a disappointment.
they saw her.
she 'threw her own face'.
and most importantly, she 'threw ALL of our faces' with it.
a little push in the name of fun,perhaps.
in desperation,maybe.
it's no wonder you're a desperate little fool.
maybe she's aware.
get real.
they give you that glare because they expect more of you.
they treat you like that because you're supposed to be a role model.
but are you being one?
not really.
wait.
actually,not at all.
what you did was a good move that day.
though it kind of put some people into despair.

yeah ~~we're~~ i'm selfish.
you keep telling me that i'm the pot calling the kettle black.
look.
i'm going to be frank.
i'm no angel.
and neither are you.
so get real.
this is human nature.

i really hate this sometimes.
i mean, seriously,i worked so hard for it.
but i keep getting disappointment.
he cant make it on the big day.
sure,i understand.
its work.
work.
work.
damn work.
she doesn't even know what i'm doing.
she probably didn't even care until i told her.
that,i don't understand.
it's supposed to be an honour.
~~but i don't see why it's an honour since it doesn't really matter anymore.~~
yeah i've made some new friends.
but really,give me a reason why it still matters?
i was actually putting up with it because i believed that they would be proud of me.
~~what a joke.~~

haha.
you say i dont know what she's going through?
does it look like she knows what i'm going through?
you make me laugh.
no,seriously.
you do.

BEAUTIFUL MALEVOLENCE.
;tis but a reflection of thyself.
hello.
i am nothing but a ragdoll in the hands of the marionette master.
thus resistance is futile.
yielding is the only solution.
goodbye.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

4:36 PM

i suppose we're going to have to do CWO.
does it look like it's going to make any difference?
because no it wont.
rather than having a positive outcome,
a NEGATIVE one will come out.
when we started the year,we were so optimistic and ready to make a change in that stereotype.
HOWEVER,along the way,some people had to put us down.
they had to make things so hard for us.
try to make us conform.
impose harsh and nonsensical rules on us.
tried imtimidation and threats.
so,slowly,we submitted.
what else could we do?
it's been too much for us all to handle.
they dont want to treat us like humans?
fine.
we shant have the reasoning skills like HUMANS have.
please la.
you guys claim you got too much stress from being in the best classes and all.
what about us?
WE GET STRESS TOO.
AND WE GET DOUBLE THE STRESS YOU GET BECAUSE THE TEACHERS THINK WE 'CANT MAKE IT'.
stop having pity for yourselves,
because we already sympathized with you.
and now we're going to pity OURSELVES.

today had chem lab.
titration again. .__________________.
i was trying to wash out the pipette.
then sir just HAD to come along!
and then he went : eh, you know the solution is going to get into that anot.
so ps. :/
english.
she's in a perpetual bad mood this week.
all SHE needed was someone to say : hurry up hurry up! recess time liao!
and then she exploded.
SHIT
all WE needed was another class demerit.
all I needed was a demerit.
just that little slip can do wonders to someone's mindset.
just that little slip can cause alot of harm.
just that little slip can see a cascade of tears.
just that little slip can send a hope crashing down.
just that little slip can kill a dream.
just that little slip can make a goal unattainable.
it makes me wonder,
why did we work so hard to keep a clean record in the first place?
when just ANYONE can cause the innocent to get a demerit too?
might as well be 'just ANYONE' and not feel the burn of getting a demerit that you dont deserve so badly,right?

after assembly
got emath extra lesson
when she came in she just saw everyone crestfallen.
and she was like shocked.

kel,i'll tell you something.
and that'll make you SOOO mad.
qy's in npcc too.
qy keeps discriminating npcc.
qy doesnt have any respect for np at all.
qy doesnt even ATTEND np sessions.
qy's the sec 2 NCO.
funny aint it?

UNCLASSIFICATION.
it's no wonder.
you just aint up to it.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥